Life for me is such as dynamic space between the dimension of time which is always changing ...
We suppose that the little creature in a vast desert and always have to move to the more comfortable of life
There are things in our dream to happen and does happen, but sometime its didn’t.
There are times when we feel resigned to waiting on the fortunes of fate, and we lost ...
That way of life teaches us to survive in thought and action.
Some of the good that we have often made the challenge easier, as well as me...
And one perfect thing on my life, I'm most thankful for this one when I have a mother like my mother
“Happy mothers day”
Lupyu Ineku
bangun pagi lebih awal dari kebiasaan ketika dirumahku...
bergegas mandi dan sholat subuh...
kubuatkan secangkir kopi diantara sebatang rokok di tepian teras kamarku dan heri...
"yuk???" sebuah ajakan itu kerap terdengar drnya untuk kami menuju tempat penantian bus kampus..
ayunan langkah kaki kembali berayun seperti biasanya...
tidak lunglai dan juga tidak begitu meyakinkan...
dentuman suara musik diantara headphone menemaniku sepanjang perjalanan...
ini jarak yg cukup jauh setiap harinya...
kantin COB menjadi tujuan kami setiap paginya...
mengisi kekeroncongan, sedikit berbagi peluh dan curhatan sederhana...
hingga berjalan kekelas dan pembelajaranpun dimulai...
tatapan kosong dr pandangku trhadap dosen itu hampir setiap harinya,,,
aku tidak tau apa tanggapannya,,,
mgkin tepatnya aku tidak perduli...
juga tidak jarang hatiku menggerutu krna tugas yg tnpa toleransi.
aku jengah dengan semua ini...
hanya satu hal yg ku tau, aku kehilangan motivasi belajarku...
andai jiwa yg dulu masih kumiliki...
ini bukan hal yag sulit...
hanya sebatas andai...
pikiranpun melayang entah kemana hingga jam kelas pun berakhir...
dengan sedikit sumringah ku masukkan semua tanda mahasiswa ke dalam tasku...
buku, pulpen lusuhku, dan beberapa lembar kopian materi tersusun rapi...
aku lelah, lelah mencari bagian semangat yg hilang dijiwaku...
dan selalu begitu...
Taman Siswa UUM
sisiran 9
no 11
like some of the things that has not changed from the first,
I do not want big things in a moment ...
i just want a real simple thing.
I do not ask for perfection within life who did just this once ...
but I want things to be consistent in its simplicity that I'm ...
if you do not care, i don't mind ...
silent and let him go by itself,
or we are failing them ...
if you want to understand,
yes ... indeed it is the destiny of all of this ...
a sense of greatness is not only demonstrated
with how much you've given ...
It is too dynamic and emotional follow shortly ...
honest, I also do not need!
listen to the ruling taste ...
before saturation is beating sincerity that there is ...
before the silence is better prepared for the sick than to fix ...
I NEED A SIMPLE THING THAT CONSISTENT WITH THE SENSE THAT IT SHOULD!
(When I'm not as beautiful as always you dreaming, no need to showed your nauseous ...
YOU MUST GO! broken heart will never make you die ...)
